Don't find love,let love find you

2010-10-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

TODAY’S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL )’:

I’M ALRDY MISSING EVERYONE ):

anyways,i would like to thank the teachers for teaching and guiding me throughout the whole year ^^ and 2e4ians for helping me by co-operating(:

i’m gna miss the dramas that our class have had. i’m gna miss Ms Ow’s long speech and lectures.

i’m gna miss uma imitating ms ow(:

i’m gna miss mrs shum’s lectures and scoldings and punishment.

i’m gna miss EVERYTHING 2E4 DID TO MAKE ME LAUGH(:

i’m gna miss taking morning attendance.

i’m gna miss the crazy memories we shared(:

I’M GNA MISS THE MASS TEXTS TO 2E4IANS!!!

AWWWW(:

TODAY WAS DAMN FUNNY.

WENT ORCHARD WITH JOANNE AND DANIELLE(:

HAD PEPPER LUNCH^^ THEY HAD MOS.

anyways,went cache cache first then went to eat. then went to miss selfridge. jo bought this damn nice but ex top. hahaha. then we went somerset F21(:

love the tops! then when we were about to leave,i was on the escalator,saw my cousin. i wanted to run away. i was like ‘shit,my cousin’ haha,then joanne ran up the escalator that was going downwards. she was going against the flow anyways she manage to run away then i tried running up. THE NEXT THING I KNEW. i look like a fool trying to run up the escalator. and my cousin was on the other escalator and she saw me. danielle said that i look at some retarded shit trying to run up. HAHAHAHHA. I FEEL LIKE A FOOL -.-

I SHALL NEVER RUN UP THE ESCALATOR. NEVER. HAHAHA

i miss 2E4 :/
tmrw. streaming results out. :/
i'm fucking scared.

UGLY LUNCH TABLE

2010-10-26T18:05:00.002+08:00

went orchard with weiyan,jiayan and steph(:
they had dental so accompanied them. haha,nothing to do at home. omg,i'm damn scared:/
streaming results out on fri:x i really don't wanna end up in combine science. NO I DON'T. EVEN QI WEI DOESN'T WANT.
oh gosh. :/

SPEAK NOW

2010-10-21T16:18:00.002+08:00

omggg,i'm damn scared. nervous,happy. results for maths and lap paper's gna be out tmrw ^^ i'm damn exciteddd(:
i really really,wanna do well. CROSS FINGERS TIGHT. PRAY PRAY PRAY.
CIAOZ. AGAIN(:
LYSM,KATT

ONCE AGAIN

2010-10-20T14:28:00.002+08:00

WELL,blogger. i'm back again. sorry for leaving you for tumblr. although i love tumblr,but i still love you(: REALLY. I PROMISE I WON'T DITCH YOU,NOT ANYMORE.
well,i guess no one comes to read this blog anymore. it's fine with me. so i can post like superr long posts and lots of stuff and no one will ever know. at least,that's what i think.
So i guess we're almost done with 2010. AWWW,that's so sad. This year had been one of the craziest year of my life. well,good and bad things that happens helped me in EVERYWAY. and well,i'll definitely miss 2E4:/ despite the DRAMAS. but yeahh. it's been a pretty (what dyou call that?) year. AWESOME AND CRAZY ISN'T STRONG ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE THE YEAR. HMMM. TILL I THINK OF ONE. so i guess,it's time for hols again! going bkk again this year. next year,mummy's thinking hong kong ^^ EVERY YEAR,I THINK SHOPPING (:
haha,so i guess there's ALOT to do this bkk trip. SHOPPING,SLACK,SHOPPING(:
and then go visit saraburi. and see youu(:
it's been a year? damnn,i broke my promise:/ i was suppose to go saraburi to see you guys at least once a year. i'm sorry:x
i should find a sorry gift for you guys before flying over. (:
i don't know how to start the year next year. once again,this year's gna past us in a blink of an eye and there we are again.
NEW YEAR,NEW FRIENDS,NEW RESOLUTION.
I'M GNA LEARN GUITARR ^^^^
OH WELL,I'M SO GLAD. ALL'S OVERRR.
like over OVER. like exams,problems and everything. THANKGODFORTHAT.
BUT THERE'S ONE THING THAT'S BEEN KEEPING ALL OF US WORRIED.
RESULTS. damn,don't mention it. ouchh.
ihopetobeabletogointotheclassiwant.
which is the pure lit,double science. elective history,A maths.
pray hard. REALLY HARD. I REALLY WORKED HARD FOR THIS. AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I THINK I DID. YEAHH. GOD PLEASE. GOD.
AMEN.
AWW,TWIN'S GONE ):
SHE'S GONE TO EUROPE AND MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT BE COMING BACK. THAT SUCKS YKNOW?
My back hurts from sitting on the chair with the laptop on my lap and blogging too long.
ohwells,ciaoz love.
lysm,kat

Cut hairrrr(:

2010-06-05T20:30:00.001+08:00

Omg,ilovemyhair(; I just had it cut(:
woots(: oh damnn,my blister hurts ): it burst. Pfft. Th game today was damn zzz. Sucks ttm la. Wth,thanks la coach. I know you're trying to help me improve and blah blah blah. But heyy I'm not superhuman):
ciao,
xoxo,kattt(:

Thanks foo Claudi(:

2010-06-01T15:34:00.001+08:00

Claudi foo chay ting(: nahh,I'm not emoing la. And haha,don't needs sorry le. You're forgiven(: damn random can? Haha, chillax(:
ly,katttt(:

If only

2010-05-29T17:35:00.003+08:00

Regret.regret.regret.damn it. I guess life rly sucks sometimes.people make th wrong decision. I should have made th right decision even though no one tried out for SSS. I rly wanna go to sports school.now I can't. I can't transfer because I haven't been playing netball for like a year plus? I miss netball ): I should have,I should have. Damn life is so dull now.everything just doesn't feel right. Idk,well I guess that was my decision. Daddy,why didn't you tell me earlier? If daddy had told me that he wouldn't mind me going to sports school,I would have gone for th tryout and prolly who knows mayb I could have been in sports school. Too late to regret.even if there's one for basketball,i prolly wouldn't be able to get in. I'm not a pro in bball,not saying I'm a pro in netball.just that I've been playing netball for like forever? Yeahh, it feels weird now.damn,why does it have to feel so damn weird? And I guess I've missed out alot.my life is becoming boring. I need fresh air. I should prolly go out for a walk or smth right? Damn,no air. It feels so tight.
I wanna disappear just for a little while. Can I? I feel so different. I think some people are just th lucky ones who have evrything and all that they wanted or even more than what they want. Omgawd. I'm bored:/
if I made th right decisions, I wouldn't be in this state. I'm so fked up. :x
if only there is a button that I can bring us back to th point we made th wrong decision and correct it. If not a button that can fast forward life.
If only,
if only.
I don't need another problem. I don't want another breakdown.no I don't :/

You are ridonculious!

2010-05-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

Haha,just cam back from th far far away land(: it was totally awesome (: like rly(: sherk forever after was damn niceee(: funny and awesomee(: heart puss in boots(: damnn kawaiii(: haha,the eyes (: ah-mazing feature(: if only I had those eyes,jkjk. Went ps with baobeii gu gu,cha cha,luc,Dan and Brenda(: totally awesome(: went shopping for a little while.dk what to get for suriya's farewell gift); think kat think! After movie ate sushi. Stupid annoying ttm bro keep disturbing me. Wth. And er you,yeah you. Thanks so much for that MUCH 'trust'. Totally,I should have listen to d. And you again one, I thought we made a promise? I guess one you can never keep.woah thanks SO MUCH freak. Don't worry,I'm not like you a fucked up bitch who don't dare to reply me and caused trouble. Now I know why you're so HATED.don't worry cos I won't be like a bitch and do what you did to me. I've got a heart and I guess you don't.but who cares,I gave you a chance but I guess you don't deserve it at ALL. Rly,not at all. Gawd,why did I even bother talkin to a bitch like you. I feel rly dumb now. D still gives me th best advice other than weiyan and jiayan and Joanne. Yeahh. Gee,I guess I have to learn things th harder wayy,but hey I'm gna move on and not just stay there and waitt because there's no point stopping there. Everything will still go on. Rly, I believe in being strong and yeah I'm gna be that strong girl. No one can stop me because I believe and I've got God(: I believe that miracles happen,I believe that the prettiest girls are the happiest girls. I believe in GOD. I believe, I believe(:
xoxo,kat

OMFG,I PASSED CHINESE!

2010-05-24T19:00:00.002+08:00

WOAHHH,LALALALA
I FRIGGIN PASSED CHINESE AND ALL MY SUBJECTS(: (though and with flying colours but hello,i can do with that for the time being)
I'm gna work extra hard for my next exam (: I WOULD SWEAR IF I COULD(:
Now that i can pass all my subjects,i needa make sure th next time i do, i pass with flying birds(: how's that uhh?
THANK GODDD(:
tmrw's prize presentation(:
afraid? nah not really. i go up on stage without knowing why i'm up there sometimes. and then i'll be like oh,here to collect something i've been doing well or something like that,blah blah blah. omggggg,
i should totally get the bitch notes and stuff(: i could do with the pretty AWESOME cup(: from amoeba(: parkwayyy(:
went pp with nic and joaane for some AWESOME subwayy fun(: THEN we went present hunting for Jo's dad birthday present(:
wanted to buy a tie but woahh, its like 49 plus plus plus. haha,so ended up buying a top and socks(: kinda cool(:
then rushed home,for idk what reason like seriously.
damn,tmrw excursion with class to th museum. woahh,can't waittt(:
okay for now,cioaz(:
xoxo,kat

didn't know you were capable of that

2010-05-22T15:26:00.002+08:00

sometimes i guess people forgive because they still want you in their life.
APOLOGY ACCEPTED? gee,thanks.
Major things happen like seriously MAJOR TTM.
some people just have nothing better to do,like seriously. irritating ttm.
and while some others have secrets that others don't know. well,continue thinking that you're the only one who knows about it and everyone else loves you,let me tell you this,it's not true. You,bitch. rly bitch,i didn't know you're capable of doing this. i feel so naive now. you're not that innocent little girl now,you're the sly one in fact.It's just that no one knows,except some. which is probably around three? yeah,go on trying to lie and hide that secret,because soon you'll be left with nothing. hey,watch it. all th best. don't say i'm not being a good friend. END OF TOPIC.
Who says getting back exam papers are th worst days of your life?
not exactly actually. rly.
got back maths,home econs and IH paper ystd(:
not bad,except for maths. srsly. i nearly died. looking at my marks. wtf. i really needa work VERY VERY hard.
okay,gotta finish up LAP hw,
ciaoz.
xoxo,kat

CRAYONS,FTW(:

2010-05-13T18:08:00.002+08:00

And when we were still little innocent ice cream girls,we used crayons to draw and colour(:but now,we use pens to write SERIOUS work. It's boring and dull,there's no fun to it. The point of using crayons is the fun of having difficulty to write and getting your hands all dirty and everything. And then you put your hand on your face.not realizing there's crayons stain on your hand. So in th end,your face gets th stain too. And when you look funny,your friends laugh at you and you start laughing,trying to stain their face too.
whooops(:
WENT ORCHARD TODAYYY(: FAR EAST PLAZA(: OMG,bought too many stuff. OMG,i spent 60 dollars): sads ttm! JOANNEEEEEE(: HELP ME SAVE(: WE SHOULD TOTALLY SAVEEEEE(:
WHOSPSSS(: NICOLEEEE (: ILOVEYOUUU(: OOPS DANIELLE,I'M BROKE TOOOO ): NEED TO REALLY START SAVING NOWWWWW >.< EXAMS FINALLY OVERRRR(: WHOOOOOWWWWW(:
XOXO,KAT
KATLOVESYOUUU

2010-05-10T13:25:00.001+08:00

Today,maths paper two (: three more papers); jiayous! Weiyan invites me to sleepover(: I wna goooooo!(: yayyy,suriya's going.omg,this blog is damn dead.tsk needa study now,ciaoz(:
xoxo,kat

Save the dayy(:

2010-05-08T18:27:00.002+08:00

Hi(: omg,talking to th most retarded person in th world(: and th most lovable person on earth(: anyways talked for 2 and a half hour to the retard(: pftt,i'm still talking to the retard(: omg,exams are round the corner(: scared>.< okay bye.
ily(:
xoxo,kat

God,you're all i need

2010-04-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

staurday,went new creation church(:
mon,played against ZHONGHUA and WONNNNN(:
3rd placing(:
woots(:
lazy blog.
gtg now to STUDDYYY FREakkk
XOXO,KAT

Grace Concert

2010-04-17T12:52:00.002+08:00

OMG,ystd was fun(:
OTHER THAN THE PART THAT CHLOE WAS THERE.
IF NOT YEAH,IT WAS AWESOME!(:
Bride wars was awesome(:
brownies was awesomer!(:
the concert was the best!]
haha,the modern dance dance is nice(:
damn,tmrw's mrs shum's birthday.
we're gna celebrateeee!(:
woots!
vanilla twilight(: FTW
asmanytimesiblinki'llthinkofyoutonight(:
i'llthinkofyoutonighttt(:
FALALALALALALA
some bitch you are.
trying to make me jealous?
sorry because it ain't working
xoxo,kat

Foul mood.

2010-04-13T16:10:00.002+08:00

omg,i've been in a bad mood these few days. pfft. shouldn't be la. wth?
i realise things change and people too.
for instance,today this person talks to you.
the next,she don't even look at you. so much for cold shoulders?
can' wait till friday!(:
gna crash jo's house(:
nic,nat,jo and mee, we're gna go jo's house to bakee(: and watch bride wars and OBVIOUSLY CAMWHORE!(:
AWESOMEEEE!!!
after that,we're gna head to CJC for the concert(:
anyone interested in going to the concert?
SUPPORT THE SPASTIC CHILDREN!(:
okay this message is for non smss students because apparently,the school made it compulsory for all students to go. either on friday or sat. Friday is in the evening at 7 something and sat is afternoon and evening(:
I'm going on friday night(:
okay,today ms kee was crazy. we didn't even have recess. you girls,i'm very blah,blah,blah. went on and on. NAGGING LIKE HELL. anyways,gtg now to finish up the home econs stuff.
CIAOZ(:
XOXO,KAT

Find Happiness Within

2010-04-10T18:55:00.001+08:00

OMG,ystd was awesome. well at least after school was(:
went to Marble Slab with jo(:
was so crazy,we're planning to do a money record thingy(:
we've got inspiration from the creamery(:
OMG,on thursday.
was horrible.
we lost by 12 points.
I HATE IT. PFFT
THE CAPTAINS ARE PROBABLY ANGRY WITH US.
whatever.
today,went for ms seng's trng(:
ended up playing a game(:
GAWD,i miss NETBALL>.<
XOXO,KAT

i miss your oldself. you probably wouldn't realise that you've changed. Well,at least to me i think you've changed.we don't even talk anymore.

CEDAR GAME

2010-04-06T16:32:00.002+08:00

OMG,OMG,OMG
'i'm damn scared>.<
what if we lose? what if we win? how are they like? omg,they look good.
pfft,nah we look better!(:
haha,omg omg omg.
WE WONNNN(:
THANK GODD(:
MRS tan is damn happy,so is coach and so are WEEE(:
*SCREAMS*
haha,52-28(:
how cool is that?
haha,i played most of the time well other then being FOULED out.
pfft,annabel,madhu and i was fouled out.
FREAK.
i was damn pissed off.
but still we wonnn(:
ILY GOD(:
THAANK GOD.
we really prayed really really hard *cross fingers*
the score was so so close. they were doing 212 defence at first but after a while,
they changed to zone.
WHICCH WAS HARDER.
but thanks to leah's 3 pointer!
we got innn(:
and they were about to catch up when we quickly do fast break, ta da.
JOB DONE(:
OMG,WE CAN GO TO THE NEXT ROUND AND HOPEFULLY INTO THE NATIONALS(:
PLEASE prayy real hard(:
thank God.
xoxo,kat

UFO

2010-04-05T15:31:00.002+08:00

OMG,TODAY was so idiot.
was feeling horrible today.
pfft
after that chloe came over,
went library and came home.
szehui jie jie,catherine jie jie and sisi jie jie bought me a swensens cake(:
it was a surprise,haha i didn't know.
sze hui jiejie gave me a jascket that cost 189 dollars(:
PURPLE!
OKAY,GTG NOW
ciaoz,
xoxo,kat

Cakeee(:

2010-04-01T20:16:00.002+08:00

OMG,thanks guys for the pretty yellow card and the cakee(:
went AMK hub with ruth,klaudia,leah,claudi.
\OMG got April fooled by them. pfft.
haha,the theatre was damn cold.
brrr,watched diary of the wimpy kid(:
damn funny.
there was this bunch of guys laughing so hard that it sounded horrible.
lol,okay,gtg now
trng tmrw.
pftt,
ciaoz
xoxo,kat

PARTYYY(:

2010-03-30T16:46:00.002+08:00

I'm planning to party at kallang leisure park this year(:
anyone interested can come(:
3rd April,from 10(: omg,my hands are hurting from writing each invitations>.<
my neighbours came down with twins(:
damn kawaii(:
haha,they're like in my house now(:
OMG,can't waittt(:
haha,gt to finish up english ws>.<
before Ms ow scold us AGAIN.
ciaoz
xoxo,kat

SMILE

2010-03-28T11:40:00.002+08:00

blog is gonna be dead soon. i've been really busy these few days. gosh. with the trngs,school and games coming up. this week is really one crazy week for me. next week,i think it's gna be worse. with tests,new topics,trngs,birthday,game.
sometimes i really wish the world can come to a stop,so that i have time to finish up undone things(: but,nah. it's not gna happen. it's impossible
one after another.
dang,i'm getting oldddd:
14,on sunday,4th April 2010.
DOWN TO EARTH.
Pray that this week would be the best week of my life(:
xoxo,kat
wish upon a heart<3

Church(:

2010-03-14T12:45:00.002+08:00

ystd,omg.
was th bombb(:
haha,went to bugis to support annabel,danielle and natasha(:
damn fun.
was running around bugis like mad dogs(:
haha,I WAS THEIR GPS EHH?
haha,they were like where's TCC?
'there,there, runnnnn!' omg
haha,after that,ate ice-creamm ^^
TOOK neoprints(:
with annabel,danielle,nic,nut,bonti,seraphina and CLAUDI FOO(:
haha,was really crazy.
left early like 3?
met jiayan at commonwealth MRT station,then took a bus to church.
went for their cell. CHLOE NG KAI EE WORE A FREAKING DRESS. omg,
ps,the dress looks OLD. as in it's too mature. With a juicy jacket and a dunno how many thousand dollar bag.
zzz
going church need to wear so formal meh?
after that,cell ended early.
so went to hawker centre with jy and wy and CHLOE. omg
she didn't even wanna sit on the chair.
I WANNA KEEL HERRRR.
tsk,after we were done eating,
went for youth service.
Thank God. It ended earlyy(:
AS THEY WERE SAYING
'if you don't love yourself,how are you gna love other people and GOD?'
took a bus with jiayan and weiyan to the MRT station after church,they were heading to suntec and i was heading to bugis(:
then there were weird peeps in the MRT. haha,jiayan very zilian now ehh?
haha,jkjk.
oh wells,
gtg now
ciaoz,
xoxo,kat

76 windows

2010-03-12T10:30:00.002+08:00

OMG. THIS IS CRAZY. THIS COM IS HAUNTED TTM.
ms ow came in,so we closed the fb window,then 76 windows explorers suddenly just pop out.
like one by one.
damn funny.
i was laughing at the screen and joanne was just shocked. she sat there with her mouth open wide and stared at it.
CANDID.
haha,damn stupid.
then ms ow came along,
it closed by it's own after that
JOANNE IS HEREEEE.
NICOLE KEEPS SPAMMING PPL'S PROFILE.
TSK.
OKAY
GTG NOW
CIAOZ
313 HERE I COMEEE(:
XOXO,KAT

LIAR

2010-03-09T21:26:00.002+08:00

you lied.you lied. you lied.
you promised me you wouldn't,
but you did.
for two days so far.
you did.
you didn't even leave anything behind.
NOTHING.
NOT EVEN A NOTE SAYING ANYTHING
you said you would,
again,you didn't do it.
you said this and that.
and i'm starting to wonder if you really mean it.
I'm starting to doubt you. because you made me do so.
idw to.
but you make me play the bad guy.
IHATEYOU
IHATEYOU
IHATEYOU.
NOT EVEN A WORD FROM YOU.
WTH?

WEIYANN

2010-03-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are
that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.
weiyan this is for our letter(:

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
doneee(:
xoxo,kat

TEAMWORK

2010-03-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

Letter Writing to Beatrice<3
Dearest Beatrice,
I am writing to express my feelings for you. I’ve come this far to write this letter. I have loved you all my life even before and after returning from the battle. I was trying to hint to you that all ladies except you love me and I love none but you. I thought you didn’t love me anymore. The past conflicts we had, certainly hurt me.

It hurts me every time you say harsh things, especially when you said ‘nobody marks you’. I thought that meant you too, didn’t notice me. Each time I see you, I fall deeper into the sandpit, and every time I do, I sink lower and lower. My hearts skips a beat when I see you or hear your voice. Nothing can change the fact that I love you, even if you don’t love me, I will still love you as much. I love you more than any man could love a woman. After all the conflicts and the harsh conversation we had, I thought that there was no chance of getting back together again, until the night of the party, the guy behind the mask was me. I wanted to know how you think about me, because I was really curious about what type of person you think I am. So, I pretended to be someone in disguise. I guess you didn’t realize who I was and you didn’t know that you were actually talking to me till later. The conversation we had and the words you used to describe benedick was not what I expected. I thought it was going to be something harsher and it would hurt me badly, but it isn’t as harsh as the previous few conversations that we had. Even if you did say something harsher, I would understand how you felt because I was the one who left you and broke the trust you use to have in me.

When I overheard Don Pedro and Lenato’s conversation, I was more convinced that you still have feelings for me. Even the slightest feelings for me would mean the world to me because it simply means I still have a chance to woo you. Especially when they said that “O, when she had writ it, and was reading it over, she found ‘Benedick’ and ‘Beatrice’ between the sheet ‘. I was really elated and overjoyed when I realized that actually, you too miss me. I also tried to tell you that I still love you but I don’t know how to.

I couldn’t bottle up my feelings for you anymore because the love I have for you is too strong and deep. When Don Pedro said “ In everything but in loving benedick”, I was very happy but at the same time I was shocked. I was wondering how could you still be madly in love with me despite the mean and horrible things I’ve said to you. I was really delighted and was lost for words. I want to apologize for the mean things I’ve said to you. It hurt me even when I say those things to you. Beatrice dearest, you have changed my way of thinking about being a bachelor. Because of you, I will never feel alone, I love you all my life, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Without you by my side is like not having sunflowers. Sunflowers are like you; they make me happy and make me smile even during the worse time of life. But you’re so much better compared to a sunflower. You make my world a better place to live in. You mean the world to me.
Without you, I’m nothing but a human. I love you Beatrice. I’m now and always will be madly in love with you for I know; nothing can stop that from happening.
You fill my heart with very special things,
With angel songs,
With wild imaginations,
You fill my soul with so much love that anywhere I go,
I’m never alone,
With you along,
Who could possibly be lonely?
I love you all my life,
I love you all my soul,
How long can my loves last?
I’ll tell you for a lifetime,
I know I’ll need you even after all the stars burn out,
Because this is all I know,
And I’ll love you for as long as I live <3
Always loving you Beatrice baby<3
Xoxoxo, benedick

that's my letter(: i got damn lowww>.<
19/30
sucks>.<
omg,my thigh and ankle hurts like hell.
today's game was the WORSE.
srsly,idw to talk about it anymore la.
ciaoz(:
xoxo,kat

Retainers so uglyyy

2010-03-04T19:01:00.002+08:00

>.< ahh,retainers is ugly..
tsk nvm
today,we had 2free hours(:
ms tan had a course,mrs tan was unwell(:
tmrw there's trng
sat there's match and shopathon
(: busy to th maxxx
shit,mummy took my phone
pfft,damn pissed off. wtf.
we're gna have a team talk.
okay,means bad news.
forget it. nothing is this world has good news anyway.
Life still have to go on. OMG. FAILED MY CHINESE TTM. LIKE 41?
tskk,it's okay. cos no one in my class passed(:
we're not ALONE(:
others classes didn't fair well either(:
okay gtg now
cioaz
xoxoxo,kat

happy birthday JUSTIN BIEBER

2010-03-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S JUSTIN'S BDAY(:
WOOTSSS
JOANNE,YOU'LL PAS SCIENCE(:
FOR SUREEEE(:
I'LL PASS TOO(:
WITH FLYING COLOURS.
shit,I HATE CHINESE TO TH MAXXX.
got back paper,sucks. i failed >.<
shhh ciaoz
xoxo,kat

Sore Throat):

2010-02-27T18:34:00.002+08:00

my throat hurts. ouchh. i'm having a bad sore throat and cough0:
pfft,could have gone 313 somerset,mummy>.< iwanteverythingtorepeatitselfagain(:
Go listen to TIMMCGRAW(: niceee(:
eeshh,kaka went back today morning,didn't send her to the airport,couldn't wake up in time>.<
went to mummy's shop instead,
was in the bus,met this japanese lady(: she asked me for directions,well,i suck at this.
then she asked if i knew where to find subway.
someone(: told me centrepoint(:
the jap lady saw my homescreen pic then she was like kawaii,haha(: then we sort of talked(: it was her second time in singapore(: then i told her to stop at bugis,then she was like,'here,here?' 'eh,THANKYOU(:' HAHA,interesting(:
i better go take med if not i'll probably lost my voice anytime soon.
ciaoz
xoxo,kat<3

Trng

2010-02-24T22:28:00.001+08:00

Omg,my thigh is like hurting like idk. Hurts alotttt>.< ahhhh,tsk.didn't call.right.ibetyoudidntbecauseyoudontwantto.wtv,idnooothe reason,and I don't bother to find out.because iknowthatitwillprobablykeelmeee.shit,I'm sick>.< was coughing the whole of today,choked on Htwo00 and my rice today.accidentally broke Emily and sumiko's specs with the ball,sorry>.< bad day today,I was abit high today,well pissed off too.mrs shum 'scolded' meee>.< you have to use your brain know?-.- tsk,is she trying to imply that I dont? Sunburn,mum wasn't happy about it><.•
tsk,I'm damn tired>.< oops, I kinda forget something,nvm.after trng,saw weiyan and jiayan at ccab,they were going back with bel.jiayan was driving me crazy,tsk I've got to go home,she says no,I'm vey free-.- she kept pulling my bag.then I started running because I was late.trng ended late like,6.50. hate the games>.<
xoxo,kat

2010-02-23T14:51:00.004+08:00

Today,school(: shit,can't rmb what actually happen,probably because I was really fucking pissed off. Because of one shit letter,for permission to leave school early.(: left right after one period of Chinese(: ms zee was angry,that was all I rmb.hmmmm,shittt gotta go back to dental clinic again next week,Tuesday 3.30 appointment>.< idw to go alonneeee>.< but I just embed that none of you can go with me because I needa leave school half an hour earlierr>.< eeshhhh
tsk there goes kat,all alone to the dental.tskkk
oh,met Megan lau in the buss(: omg,imisshertothemax! Haha(:

E-learning

2010-02-22T09:49:00.002+08:00

CHLOE NG KAI EE,so shit.
ask so much question.pfft,every little thing also ask. tsk.
ahh,i'm so tired>.<
damn,not blogging anymore.
ciaoz
xoxo,kat

E-learning's tmrw(:

2010-02-21T16:09:00.002+08:00

Thank God,don't needa leave house early in the morning(: don't needa wait for bus,don't needa run for bus,hear teachers lecturing(: omg,tsk viccc,get the thing from 'janelle' tmrw(: ahhh,always call at the wrong time,tsk.can't wait for the shopathon(: at bugis(:
danielle asked me out tmrw. Yes ,no ,mayb?
Omg,scary.not exactly. Saw vikki and her boyfriend at bugis,holding hands,awwww(: haha
I better stop blogging who knows she'll appet behind me.
Ciaozz(:
xoxoxo,kat

Iloveyou

2010-02-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

Ding dang dong.okay,that was damn random la. Tsk.okay Vic(: let's make couple ring together,someone's jealoussss(: haha,babyiloveyouu(:
zzz,yayyy(: tgmiel(: thank God it's e-learning on mondayyyy(: woots(: yeah,baby(: tskk today's trng,last game was the AWESOMEST(: haha,our team members are(: meee(: Emily(: annabel(: madhu(: Michelle(: yeahh(:
(:
xoxo,kat

Go st margaret's! Woots(:

2010-02-18T22:05:00.001+08:00

Woots! *screams* ahhh,'offer' beep,shit 'help ball' tsk. Went for c 'div' game against raffles>.< lost,by? Idk. It wasn't a good game.guys,I know you could have done better. I know it kays.I'm your ex team mate,but so what,I've seen you play your best but sad to say,this just ain't your best. I know you guys.omg
Imissnetball,imissthegame,imissthefun,imissthescoldings and most of all,Imissyouguys(:
bball isn't all that bad,it's fun and all.but it just isn't the same anymore.without you guys especially.it just doesn't feel right. I miss everything that has got to do with netball,EVERYTHING. Like srsly. Omg
I miss ms seng and her scolding/lecturing(: I certainly do.not that it all sucks or whatsoever. It just isn't right.
I feel like I'm in the wrong cca.coach is also against me and he's so bias to Kaitlin. It's just unfair. So what if she's tall? She can't play,the point is goneee. Everything she does is correct,but for me,it 's all wrong. Scream All you want because I'm gna prove to you that height isn't the main issue.the main issue is whether you want it or not.
And I'm gna tell you now.
IWANTITMORETHANANYONEELSE.
I want it more than Kaitlin.so much more than her.
Praising her doesn't help to improve her skills,in fact, it bringing her egoness up.and she'll never learn cos she's never wrong,you YOUR gawd,who knows what's wrong with your eye,she's the *STAR*.
But,I don't think so,and I'm still gna hate you.
Omg,talking about some useless person just wasted my time and effort. Spoil my night to,tsk
ciaoz
xoxo,katheartsyouuu

I miss youu

2010-02-17T21:45:00.002+08:00

Today was damn slack minus the training and pe part.ran 2rounds for pe,3 freaking long round around the ccab track.tsk,i'm damn tired nowww>.< mummy>.< eeshhh,Victoria darling,thank you for helping me in many ways(: bimbo best friend forever(: haha,ily<3
thanks guys for he valentine's day letters and gifts(: awww(: damn sweet la(: sweets,chocolates,flowers,letters...etc(: awww(: ily guys(:
before trng,went bukit timah plaza to remove leah's stitches>.< damn gross>.< haha,anyways jade and I thought that the guy sitting opposite us was kinda hot(: haha,she took a pic of that freaking guy la(: haha,after that took a cab to ccab,reached the same time as the rest,woots(: freak th coach okay,keep scolding us like WTF? Tsk,everything kaitlin do is right la,pftt angry ttm,keep scolding madhu and meeee.wna vent anger,don't vent on us can?tsk unfair freak. Nvm,I've got lots of sweets and chocolates to eattttt(: yayyy(: didn't eat lunch,drank 3 cups of Milo,sugar too muchhhhh>.<
came home to do hw,meet bbbff downstairs,sort of la,so she went to my house with meee(: woots,
did the love letter test plan with(;
then wrote letters>.< shit,too many paisehh
nvr give presents to those that gave meeee>.< eesshhh laa
so have to give them haha.
Thanks to jia yan,I managed to sign into the google apps thingy for e-learning (:
thanks jiayan(:
haha,weiyan's stuck with her letter.sorry weiyan,idk what's with mikhail todayy>.<
tsk,booms
leah what's with you and jiayan ehhh?
Stupid qiwei,broke the present I gave klaudia la. Tsk
nvm,klaudia,I'll give you another one,tsk qiwei
shit,forget to write to Jerilyn shit.she's gna have mee keelled tmrw->.<
Chloe ng Kai yi,you owe me sunflower and stitch! Tsk
haha jkjk
anyways,gtg now
ciaoz
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoooxxxooo ,katheartsyhuu<3
ESP,babyyyy<3,llp and bbbff

Valentine's day

2010-02-15T18:30:00.002+08:00

Heyy guys(: woots(: thanks llp weiyan(: you know how much kat hearts you don't cha? Haha(: thanks for helping meee(: you know kat hearts yhuuu(: <3 ystd was valentine's dayyy(: omg,my cousin wanted to be my valentine (: he was like who's your valentine eh? I'll go watch valentine's day with you and be your valentine(: haha,someone asked me to be his valentine(: haha,not gna say the name,sorry if you're reading this.yknow ily<3 anyways,my cousins are driving me maddd(: haha,in a good.oh wells gtg now eeattttt(:
Katheartsweiyanandbaby(:
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoooxxxooo,katttttt

2010-02-13T00:31:00.002+08:00

Wootszzz! Valentine's day is nearing(: haha,cny tooooo(: today,as usual,went to school,but no lessons.performances instead(: cny concert rockszzz(: people giving out valentine's gifts(: awww(: love you guys(: thanks(: after school,took a cab down to bugis with qi Wei,Chloe zhenna and i(: met andrea,sweetha,jia jun sumiko and Charlene and zaneta at bugis(: went to orchard to sel flowers(: damn cool,(: saw jade and her best friend(: after that,saw snrs,then nut,nic,jo,klaud,Vanessa and yu hui(: haha(: funnnn(: after that went back to bugis.I'm like damn tired now la.zzz,my heel hurts>.<.
Tmrw still selling>.<
omfg,natashaaa(: Justin bieber is our world wootssss(:
Justin all the wayyyyyy!
'breathe baby breathe' *screams* * stop breathing* haha,can't wait for his new album to be release(: release soon!!!! Ahhhh(:
haha,oh wells blog more tmrw
ciaoz
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoooxxxooo,katttttt

Woots HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2010-02-07T14:09:00.002+08:00

hEY,HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE AND UMA. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HELLAAAA(:
omg,so many feb babies.Filled with lotsa loveee(: valentine's. haha,means,gotta buy presents. yeshhhhh. haha,nvm. i owe you guys presents(: I LOVE THE NEW SONG sang by taylor swift.Today was a fairytaleee(: woahhh. shit,haven't learn cheenah spelling. yeshhh,so gna FAILLLL. zzz, tskkk.
ITHINKTHERE'SSOMETHINGWRONGWITHBLOGGER.THECOLOURSAREGONEEEE):
YESHHHHHH.
GAWD.
SOMEONE'S SO DESPERATEEE.
YESHHH.
STOP IT
WOOTS
I found out ... secretttt(:
GANSSS. TOTALLY(;
you could have just shut up cos idw to hear our private stuff but you chose to tell me
haha,AND I AM SACREDDDD:
zzzz,sucker
CIAOZ
xoxoxoxo,kat<3

Woots HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2010-02-07T14:09:00.000+08:00

We scream,We shout,we laugh,we cry

2010-02-03T18:43:00.002+08:00

hey guys,my blog's like damnnnn dead. ahhhh,today,did ALOT of crying. My EYES HURTS LIKE CRAP NOWWW): DAMN. LEFT SCHOOL like at 4.30.We did ALOT of clearing up stuff and misunderstanding.I think it's like much better i guess? all the criticism and crying? yeah,i think i CRIED the most>.< ahh,sucks. well,the talk really helped. I'm gonna stay strong and not gonna cry again over this matter.Mrs Tan,thank you for helping me and all(: I'm gonna stay strong,I'm gonna show him what i have and not give up. No matter what he says. I shouldn't let him pull me down.This is part and parcel of life and more has yet to come. I'm gonna be on the long run. I can't let him ruin what i have.My TEAM MATES,TEACHERS AND SENIORS are supporting me,the more i should not let them down. I'm gonna DO IT.Cos i know i can. YES I CAN(: I'M GNA DO IT
YES,I CAN
YES,I CAN
YES,I CAN
YES,I CAN
YES,I CAN
YES,I CAN(:
I know i can,
so does the others
Just do it(:
xoxo,kat<3

Blog bug's dead

2010-01-20T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hey guys,my blog bug's dead.tsk,oh ytd went ps,made with loveeeee(: damn niceeeeeeeee(; the day before went ion to look for bel's present>.< damn niceeeeeeeee(; haha.today was like damn scary.. ESP the toilet part.ehmagawd?ugh. Got scolded by some ass Cher. Tsk,girl, why isn't your pe shirt tuck in? And why are youmakjng some much noise screaming and laughing?! What class are you in ? Er,2e4 .name? Chloe, katherena,vanessa. Okay, I'm gng to complain to your form teacher. we wlked away. WTF? Don't care him la. Then chloe started crying again,then drama starts. Lol wAs damn funny. After recess went to find shim,then klaudia came along too. she dared us to sit on he table in the staff room. No one did,only her. Haha,cheenah lessons as usual,boring. Oh ya, before maths, I went to the toilet wih yh and pris. After that, we came out and I walked into the wrong clssroom! Omg,damn embarassing. Haha, oh wells, tmrw's bimbo's bdae (: aka Vic. Gtg now
Chicago
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoooxxxooo,katttttt(:

Sushi tel:)

2010-01-11T20:14:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyyy:) went sushi tel with leah and Chloe today!!!damn fun:)lol,Ethan and Claudine was chasing Leah around the house and threw socks and shoes and gave her the worse flavour jelly beans.lol. I ended up stuck outside with Ethan and claudine.tsk.lol. Anyways,somehow,there's this person who is considered super close to me ain't close anymore and that,sucks.idk but it's like we've become totally strangers now. It's like even if we see each other or pass by,we don't breathe a word. WTF? I'm like wondering what happen to us,super close friends comes down to zero no friends? Everytime,I try to start a convo,in a way you cut me off w/o knowing that I guess. What have you become? An Asshole ? Idk. Yeah,I know you Wna catch up with your best friend and all but still. Forget cos, I don't think you'll know it's you. So no point saying it. I'm sorry if you think I'm being unreasonable but so what if I am,what are you? Anyways gna blog more l8r,ciaoz. Xoxo,Kat<3

Camp Was Fun(:

2010-01-10T14:36:00.002+08:00

Heyyy,came back from camp like a few days alrdy. not exactly no time to blog but yeaah,so many 'admin stuff' to doooo): i feel like i'm out working. lol,tsk. done the admin stuff. lessons starting next week i guess? ):
Anyways,CAMP WAS AWESOMEEEEE(: damn fun. haha,coach nathan and coach s was the bestttttt!(:
FUNNNNN(:MISS CAMP TTM. well, we got to know each other better. was damn fun,especially the dragon boating and after that(: the bathing part. haha,it was damn coooool(: haha
okay.gtg now ciaozz
xoxo,kat

1st day of school

2010-01-04T17:02:00.001+08:00

New class,
new friends,
new teachers,
new environment.
hmmmm,today was tiring. So many things to be done and expected):
Assitant class monitress,not an easy task. lol
i have so many undone hw and things to type): tsk,tsk. i wna sleep): haha,anyways needa clear some stuff so can't blog much now. ciaoz
xoxox,kat

Happy 14th Birthday Chong weiyan,LLP<3

2010-01-02T13:09:00.002+08:00

Hey weiyan! happy birthday(: i hope you'll have a great time today kays? you've been a great listener and a great llp(: Thank you for being there for me when i needed someone(: haha,although there were horrible times too but yeah,great friends solve it all(: Sorry couldn't be there to celebrate with you but,i'm celebrating here(: haha.have great time even w/o me yeah? haha,jkjk,you'll miss me. lol jkjk. anyways,lyttm(: take care(:
xoxo,kat

Happy New Yearrrr! 2010(:

2010-01-01T14:45:00.001+08:00

Hey guys(: how's th new year. I say time passes really fasttt.. lol
hmmm,it means,school's reopening soon): i've yet to finish up my hw. Crap.
nvm,anyways,see ya(:
xoxo,kat

I'm bored

2009-12-27T16:48:00.002+08:00

hey guys(: i'm damn borerd. ytd went to airport to fetch my Godmum. Major things happened and yeah. i dunwan to sleep,i dunwan to eat,i dunwan to do anything
anyways,gtg now
till next time
ciaoz
xoxoxox,kat

Christmas Eve

2009-12-24T11:55:00.002+08:00

hey guys. Today's Christmas Eveeee(: can't wait till tmrw(:
Presents are waiting to be opennn(:
i'm not very happy.
neither am i very sad.
hmmmm,
haha,nvm. but i think i'm the WORST best friend ever): hais,forget it. i'm gong gagaga now. lol
ytd,was at bugis and guess who i saw?
I SAW WENDYYYY(: MISS YOU TTM(: well,she's my yamaha friend when i was younger which was like 6? lol,her mum recognise meee(: she said i have a baby face(: not much change,just prettier(: hahahah,ego much? lol jkjk
to be honest,i couldn't recognise wendyy and her mum too. haha,lol
hmmm,i'm going to do smth crazy now
ciaoz(for now)
xoxo,kat

Why is it that way? why?

2009-12-22T17:28:00.004+08:00

They say,okay but that's not what they really mean. what they wna say is sorry,but i can't go on this way. Isit so hard to say that? i don't get it.I'll rather get hurt at that point of time then having ppl to tell me or i'll have to find it out myself through various things.Sometimes things doesn't have to turn out the way i want it to. but,that's life. Why dyou have to hide everything from me and pretend that all is fine,all is well? It's tough being me,being a fool and being like that.
If you don't wna hurt me,just say the truth. the truth hurts sometimes. but that's reality. life isn't meant to be fair. Life is unfair. I'm facing it,what about you?
nvm,i guess probably,i'm just another person in your life. They tell me to stop but i didn't listen to them. They tell me all sort of bad things about you,but i chose not to listen to them. what about you?
i sided you,i was always trying to help,doing the best i can but IS THIS THE BEST YOU CAN? i don't think so.
BECAUSE,I've seen you better BEFORE. but i guess that's the past and now's the present.
i want to find the real you.The real person,character i see in you,and not the present you.because,curently,i'm hating the now,you.
I'm just sitting here and waiting till you wanna tell me the truth and pour it all out. If not,i guess what they say is true.
I'm sorry.
hais,it's been a tough week. Honestly,the fact that i have to face this truth is worse than anything. I really can't believe she said that. i dunwan to talk about it anymore,ciaoz
xoxo,katherenakohshuanlin

Presents are on the wayyyyy(;

2009-12-20T19:53:00.001+08:00

heyyyyy(: Who's looking forward to Christmas? MEEEEEE(: Can't waitt(:
I've got Christmas Presents Ready alrdy(: YAAYYYYYY
ytd,went shopping(: Went to NEWURBAN to buy new sandals(: Dupe,pink(:
Bought New watch,black,with the swan crystal on it(: Niceeee(:
i'm bored. Trng's starting tmrw): My Stamina!!! Needa train up AGAIN.
ytd,mummy came back tooo(: from bkk. Midnight Flight. Went to fetch her,woke up at today): tired): left my phone at ah ma's house ytd ):
So many things have happen these few days. Good thing,Bad thing has it's share. Hais,life isn't fair. we gotta live with it,sadly.
Shuckssss! My hw): not done yet. damn it. tsk,forget it. last minute work. tsk,tsk. oh wells,gtg now. chiaoz
xoxoxoxoxox,kat

2009-12-19T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hey,still awake. yeah,talking to sze hui jie jie. idk which bag to buy. Anyways,got all the Christmas presents ready alrdy(: it's just smth small though. NOT REALLY tubig.Anyways,CHONG WEIYANNNN! i've got your birthday present alrdy! it's a DIY thing by meee(: i think it's quite nice(: hahaha
anyways,i'm tired now. spent the whole day out till 11.30. needa get some beauty sleep! haha,nightsss(:

Homecoming bbq

2009-12-12T15:28:00.002+08:00

hey guys(: ytd was AWESOME(:
In the morning,went to jia yan's house to swim(: Met suriya at novena MRT,then we met nurul there too. Missed 10 stops>.< haha. was damn fun.We swam laps first,then started playing wild. haha,played blind mice and freeze and melt. i know,it's lame but idc.At least we're having fun(:Haha(:
Then,we had lunch at Lot 1(:
After that,we took the MRT together then departed): Nurul and i went to bugis,to my mum's shop at bras basah. After that,claudi met us there. we stayed in the shop for a little while then proceeded to bugis for some neopprints funnnn(:
After that,we pratically ran to peace centre. Met annabel there.
After that,we went to cold storage and bought drinks for the bbq. After that,we met steph and hella there too. then,we walked up the hill. they started the bbq alrdy. haha,i ate like 4 sausages for dinner. haha.we played hours of netball(: was fun(: oh wells,gtg now
chiaoz
xoxoxoxoxoxox,kat

Bbq

2009-12-10T18:05:00.002+08:00

Tmrw's the bbq(: can't waitt(: hahaha,after trng,we'll go for lunch,then we'll meet steph and suriya for some gym fun then we'll head for school(: i've got burnt on my shoulders): it's red. oh wells,i needa do some christmas shoppinggg(: i've sick): who cares,anyways,gtg now,chiaoz
xoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxooooo,kat

Love,God

2009-11-30T18:28:00.003+08:00

Dearest darling kat,
I'm afraid that i'll have to make you lose your retainers.
Because of your carelessness.Do be careful and LOOK AFTER YOUR RETAINERS PROBABLY.
Love you always,God
Well,i guess that's itttt): i lost my retainers at SWENSENS MARINA BAY. DAMN IT.SCREAMMMMMMMM):I'm freaking screwedddddddddddd): SRSLY. Today's game was th 'BOMB' against unity. though we lost,we lost by 4(: haha. it's a good thing though it sounds retarded. srsly. haha. UNITY is i think the top 2. yaya,correct(: so it means we've a chance to nationals next year darlingsssss(: haha. crap. haven't started on any of my hwww): >.< even more screwedddd): i'm freakingly SCREWED): GAWDDDDDD GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA.NEXT YEAR,I'LL MAKE SURE WE RULE BASKETBALLL,C GIRLSSSS(:yeah baby(: <3 Miss netball ttm stil though>.< i'm planning to study hard and play even harder next year(: don't doubt me darlings cos i'm gonna do it(: oh yeah(: so,conclusion,I'm SCREWEDDDDD AT THE MOMENT. BECAUSE MY RETAINERS 'RAN' AWAY AND IT COST A BOMB. While,i'm gonna make good use 0f next year(: so sweethearts,make way for the AWESOMEST DARLINGGGG<3
haha,oh wells byeee(: till next time
xoxo,kat

blessing in disguise? i hope

2009-11-26T16:26:00.002+08:00

ytd was probably the saddest day of the holiday.i cant freaking believe la. we lost by two points.cries.it was a close game.super close.was tie in the third quater>.< sucks.coach said he was wrong too.he said he made a grave mistake. that is not putting us in the last quater if not,the outcome would probably be different. he put the deyi players and leah in.all the tall ones.well,i guess that's the outcome. i just hope it's a blessing in disguise>.< next game even touger.unity>.< ahhhh.worseeee i hope we'll be able to beat them in order to get into the finalsss>.< oh wells,gtg now chiao
xoxo,kat

HSBC TreeTop Walk

2009-11-22T14:14:00.002+08:00

woke up damn early >< i'm damn tired now. went to treetop walk.zzz digusting x10. the freaking mud got on my shoes and stained them): tmr,match against yishun town sec.hope we'll play a good game(: oh wells,gtg go and sleep now. bye darlings(:
xoxoxoxoxox,kat

All i want for Christmas

2009-11-17T10:30:00.002+08:00

hmmm,making christmas wishlist noww(: haha,oh ytd,went out with sherry jie jie(: to watch 2012.well,suppose to watch with emily,leah and jade today but it seems that jade and leah can't go and watch it today,so sherry jie jie brought me out(: we went to shaw house to watch itt(: It was th 'bomb'. haha,srsly. well,before that,we went SHOPPINGGGG!
ION Orchard,
Rubi Shoes
Shades
Flats
Bags
GIFTS
LAST BUT NOT LEAST
FOODDDDDDDDDD^^
hahaha,love chocolatesssss(: damn niceee
spent around 200 dollarss.
nvm,it's okay.
haha, oh wells,tmr is our first matchhh(: nervous.
never thought,i would enjoy playing bball(: it's quite interesting ya know. the rules and everything. so different from netball. but i still heart netballl(: ttmmmm(:
okay,that's all for now darlings
chica
xoxo,kat<3

2009-11-16T11:13:00.001+08:00

14 november
Went for game in the morninggg(: then,went united square with vic. Missed the ACS carnivalll): haha,nvm. CAMWHORE. fun(: but crazy auntie keep looking at us. tsk. lol
15 november
went orchard,in the night to see christmas lightingggs(: so niceee. Needa go shopping! ION ORCHARD,to buy shoess(: Rubi shoes.
16 november
going to bugis. AGAIN. btw,ANYONE TMR,2012? SMS ME YA. kays,gtg now,
ciaoz
xoxo,kat

Does happy ending exists?

2009-11-09T12:14:00.002+08:00

Happy ending does exists. At the right time and with the right person(: PEggy trust me(:so happy ytdddd(: love you ttm bestieeee(: Today, went to dental clinic to take my retainers(: hmmm, gtg now byes!
xoxo,kat

Scream!!!

2009-11-07T14:36:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. went majusri in the morning. woke up early in the morning. damn tired. gawd.fell like hundred and one times? haha,actually a few times. but it seem like so many times. sucks.but was funn!
got a ride back to MRT station. Kaitlin's mum. tkss(: hmmm,i wondering something. something. hmmm, not gonnna sayyyyyy(: haha. Desih's birthday is on Fridayyyy(: going out i guess? but there's trnggggg gawd... nvm i'll think of a way. oh wells,gtg now chiaoz!
xoxo,kat

bugissss

2009-11-05T21:30:00.002+08:00

hey there.today,went to dentist to get my braces off;)yay!it feels weird without it:( getting my retainers by monday!:) in the morning. gawd. first patient tsk
i folded thousands of invitation.hand pain.:( sze hui jie jie so vulgar. haha,grace jie jie scared her,she got a scare
and the first word that came out of her mouth was 'fuck' haha damn funny. she pratically scream. oh wells gtg now take care darlings:) xoxo,kat<3

trnggg

2009-11-04T21:50:00.001+08:00

Today trng was okay. it was raining at first. damn. then,stopped. haha. good. my face is still red from the burning. went bugis in the morning. sunn sunnn rainn sunn. wei yan is crazy over soccer guyssss! haha. oh wells, i have nth much to blog. byes!
xoxo,kat

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY

2009-11-02T17:17:00.002+08:00

hey guys. today was horrible. okay not so. haha. damn stupid. was stuck outside the house. forgot to bring keys. zzz. went vic's house to borrow stuff for trng. damn idiot kays. reach there,raining,jnrs there's no trng. CANCELLED. COS OF THE RAIN. wtf? wl. went all the way there,waste my effort. tsk. then leah was soaking wet. she was like wtf? haha. damn funny. everyone was damn pissed. okay gtg talk to vic now byes!
xoxo,kat

Brrr damn colD

2009-11-01T20:32:00.001+08:00

Hey guys.at Bugis now it's damn cold. Tsk. Life is so unfair.serious. Oh ya.ytd was damn tired.slept 2am.tired like hell. Cos clearing stuff. Didn't eat dinner. Dang. Haha. Today woke up at 8.30 couldn't sleep. Today was the opening of mummy's new shop. Was hell hungry. Love subway. cookies! Chiaoz! Xoxo

LJ

2009-10-29T15:45:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS. no time to update these few days. anyways,today was LJ. so damn tired but was funn:) especially the second part! My group went to the Asian Civilisation museum. we kinda lost our way on the way there. was damn stupid. none of us know how to get to NSM. we walked one big round just to get to NSM. which was not necessary. but mr lee treated us ice-cream! after that,we met sab's group with Ms ow. so we joined together and went together. damn funny. sab and sam was racing with the man on the bic. haha. they were like running to catch up with the guy. Then,we started screaming and shouting and singing songs. like,you scream,i scream,we all scream for ice-cream! haha. then going back to high school musical. hmmm. then we walk to the esplanade to rest. we had a little entertainment there. haha. we all had sugar rush. cos we ate cotton candy on the way there. so hannah and sam went hyper. haha. after so,went back to school. but on the way to school,in the bus,it was damn noisy. hhaa. we were singing songs. reached school,help to sort out the result slips. scary. i'm 9 in class,out of 40. so bad. haha. nvm. oh wells. gtg now byes!
To someone very special,
hey i'm really sorry about ytd and all that. i'm really sorry.xoxo,kat

2009-10-23T17:07:00.002+08:00

Today,was awesome! Those of you who have yet to catch my sisters's keeper,I suggest you guys to go watch it.it's damn awesomely nice! It is quite sad though.cried many times. It's really worth watching it.I went to watch it with Jana chan. Awesome:) oh wells gtg now byes

2009-10-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. I've got my new specs alrdy:) oops. Gotta go now using touch sucks haha

My sister's keeper anyone?

2009-10-20T17:05:00.002+08:00

hey guys. anyone wanna watch 'my sister's keeper'? hhmmm. i wanna watch. oh i hate my post exam activity. suckxxx to the core. today was floorball,tmr kapap some self denfense thing and the next, basic tamil. wth? haha. got a shock when i found out that i'm gonna learn basic tamil. how cool? haha. oh rumours has been spreading round like real fast): ahaha. who cares oh wells byesss
xoxo,kat

Trust NO one,not even your heart

2009-10-18T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. sorry was busy with many things so didn't have time to update blog. oh ytd was Chloe Ng's partyyy<3 love it. not exactly haa. it was at one degree fifteen. seasick):( bitch,bitch,bitch,. someone is so argh. nvm feelings are so hard to hide. And when you do,you lose everything you want. it's really sad to know that you can't trust anyone with secrets. ANYONE. Not even your heart because all betrays you. what should i do? Even the person i trust the most isn't helping much.. oh wells,just pray
xoxo,kat

cheenah paper:(

2009-10-07T18:37:00.002+08:00

hey. been lazy to blog. ytd was cheenah's paper. thank God. I Hope i do well^^. hmm. i think there's nuh-thing much to blog. the rest are rather personal. so yeah. it's toughhhh. byesss
xoxo,kat
IT'S SAD WHEN YOU REALISE IT'S YOUR HEART YOU CAN'T TRUST.

finallyyyyy.

2009-10-05T18:18:00.002+08:00

done,done and done! yayyy Audio diary. thank God. argh. hmm. tmr's chinese paper. i'm gonna faintt. chinese. worried. haha. look on the brighter side. haha. oh wells,gtg and revise now. byess
xoxo,kat
sitting around,hoping,praying wishing that tmr would be a better day.
nameless <3

Who am i?

2009-10-02T21:17:00.002+08:00

Who am i,
that the lord of all the earth,
would care to know my name,
would care to feel my hurt,

Who am i,
that the bright and morning star,
would care to light the way,
to my ever wandering heart.

Not beacause of who i am,
but because of what you've done,
not because of what i've done,
but because of who you are.

I'm a flower quickly fading,
here today gone tmr,
a wave tossed in the ocean,
vapour in the wind.
still you hear me when i'm calling,
Lord you catch me when i'm falling,
and you've told me who i am,
I'm yours
i'm yours

Who am i,
that the eyes that see my sin,
would look me on with love,
and watch me rise again.

Who am i,
that the voice that calmed the sea,
would call out through the rain.

Not because of who i am,
but because of what you've done,
not because of what i've done,
but because of who you are.

Swimming in clothes

2009-10-02T21:04:00.002+08:00

hey guys. today was fun,fun and more fun!
Went to Chong' house and study and 'swam'. it was so retarded. we were all in clothes and they started splashing water on me so i ended up all wet and they pulled me down the pool. haha. it was so funnnnn. then we ran around and went jacuzzi after so,we wanted to go to the play pool but as we were walking,a security guard can be seen from far. crap that's the first thought. Run,that's the second. haha. damn funny. we ran all the wayy to the rectangle pool nearer to their house. we swam 3 to 4 laps then it started to rain. it was so damn coldd. burrrr.. so went back to bath and talked. i left at 5.30. haha. reached home around 6.40. so farr. thank goodness i found a seat. if not i'll probably faint. haha. so damn tired. oh wells. byesss
xoxo,kat<3

Audio diary sucks mmuchhh

2009-10-02T07:57:00.002+08:00

hello. in the com lab now. trying to transfer my sound track into the desktop. not working. wth? i'm so frustrated by the freaking damn thing. i feel giddy. gawd,hmmm. i rly don't like doing this argh. oh wells. gtg now
byessss
xoxo,kat

2009-10-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hello worldddd<3 mummy's recording her own voice nowww:) for my audio diary. ah ma idk why she went hmmm. tmrr going to chong weiyan and chongjiayan's house to study yeah pray *cross fingers* hope it doesn't rain after studyinggg<3 okay gtg now byesss
xoxo,kat
muacks

Who doesn't want to be loved?

2009-10-01T16:36:00.004+08:00

when it's raining and the sky is blue,it means i've fallen for youuuuu<3 sweet pieee. haha tmr going to chong's houseee. to study. well at least.. i hope^^ hahaha. I LOVE MS OWWWWW! SHE GAVE US LOLLIPOP FOR CHILDREN'S DAYYYYY! HAHA hmm. damn. i totally forgot about the audio diary. okay gna go bugis l8r to get some stuff and yeah. byesss
xoxo,kat

Who doesn

2009-10-01T16:36:00.001+08:00

Earthquake

2009-09-30T18:51:00.002+08:00

ehmagawd. earthquake? what comes next? tsunami? oh. haha. did you guys felt the tremors? they said there was a 7.6 magnitude off sumatra,indo. hmmm. it's that strong. i didn't feel it sadly. because i just got off the bus from bugis and was walking home when my mummy called telling me there's an earthquake. haha. i 'interviewed' my siblings,dad and neighbours. from all that i've got,i can conclude that it's indeeed a very strong oneee. haha. okay. gtg now. byessss
xoxo,kat
ps.chongweiyan pls don't post the poem on your blog
pps.plssss.
ppps.<3 you so you can't post it. non les btwpppps.plssss don't edit it to the ech hem oneeee.
ppppps.rly.tks<3

COLOURS WHERE ARE YOUUUU???

2009-09-30T15:37:00.002+08:00

I wonder when will the colourss be back to brighten my blog(: hmmm. today common test was so oh horribleeeee. ewwww much?tsk. and wei yan ech hem is not my ech hem. haha oh gawd. i miss being a child. hmm. today was smps children's celebration. i rly miss those pressiess. haha. i wonder. i wonder. wondering is so great. buh-lieve me. argh. anyone spagetti? haha. mummy cooked spagetti. hmm. my blisters hurts. needa go bugis. byessss.
xoxo,kat

love,kat

2009-09-28T15:55:00.002+08:00

hey guys. hmmm. i cannot believe i'm using the com the day before my LAP paper. argh, can't seem to control. i needa do this. tsk. nvm. and chongweiyan don't go around saying nonsense.. tssk. and charlene tks for being so damn disgusting today. you guys wouldn't wanna hear what she said. plus she brought a CONDOM to schoooooolllll. ewww much? haha. damn stupid la. on the way back home,the bus was packed with smss girls and SJI boys apparently. if i remembered correctly,there wasn't much hot guys. maybe not at all. ewww. go see how high their socks are and you'll probably know the reason why i say this. crap,i'm gonna study extra hard... have not been listening in class. and blogging should be the last time on my wanna do list. but it seem like no. hmmm. needa do survey and study nowww. byes
xoxo,kat.
katheartsyouuuuu

Where are the colours?

2009-09-26T12:18:00.002+08:00

hey guys. i just finish cheenah tuition apparently,i just realise exams are so near tht there's barely time for me to study. well at least. i've stuck with tons of hw. Oh gawd. I wanna go read manga kays, gtg now
byes
xoxo,kat

2009-09-25T19:09:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, thank goodness i'm at home alone now! haha. my sis,bro and cousin is going to a party downstairs at the ampi-theatre. while my sis,JINNI KOH YA LING is not at home. she's at school camppppp! how cool is that?! haha. free from siblings rivalry haha. cross fingers hope my parents jog for a long time. haha. they're out jogging AGAIN. hais. Mum was being mum leturing me to study as usual. how suckish is that? and FYI, chong wei yan,I DO NOT LIKE BARTHOLOMEW JOJO NEITHER DO I LOVE HIM. HAHA. i guess i won the argument. lol F1 ROCKS. haha. lucky chongs lol. They've got tics to go watch F1!!!!! i'm jealoussss. haha. jkjk. i wouldn't. am i being nice? i wonder. for some reason,i think yess and noooo. hmmm. i shall do a reflection. lol haha. oh-kay. i'm gonna end now chiaozz!
byes
xoxo,kat<3

There's a danger loving someone too much and it's sad knowing that it's your heart that you can't trust

2009-09-24T18:52:00.002+08:00

Hello:) haven't been bloging lately? haha. ytd i leant some tamil words. haha. pig backside. lol they say it's a bad word:( haha. and i kept saying it ytd. I've been avoiding someone and apparently,the person is somewhat avoiding me too. that's what i think. probably the person can tell that i am avoiding her. hmm. weird much? idk why i'm avoiding her. i feel so mean. nvm gtg now. byes
xoxo,kat

2009-09-22T20:28:00.001+08:00

"A World full of love,

is a world full of warmth

the word love is a very powerful word.

Love cannot be seen yet can be felt

so when you say 'i love you' to someone,

It might be a huge impact on that person life,

knowing that someone love him/her,

because being loved,

is a wish everyone wants to have.

There are many different types of love.

Couple's love,

Family love And

Friendship love.

So when you love someone,

you should love that person with all your heart and soul.

Show love towards the person,

so that he/she will know he/she is being loved.

Because if the person can't feel your love,

It is as good as not feeling secure and having warmth.

And don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like

cos,

the one you like will leave for the one they love.

So hold on tight to the one that you love,

and the person who love you

because that is called 'true love'

And if that happens,

this world would be a better place to live in.<3

i know there's some error anyways,i need my editor!!!
haha. chong wei yan is my editor.
lol
gosh. nvm. and wei yan,it's just typo error. not true.
ehmagawd. argh.
nvm
byes
xoxo,kat<3

Fated to love you<3

2009-09-22T18:11:00.002+08:00

haha. was watching fated to love you. niceeee much! haha. went home with crazy friends again haha. they're weird and funny. oh. erm. nvm i forgot. i shall post a poem<3
Poem:to readers
Listen to the poem
as it sings its song
of unbridled love for the reader
Hey there
You with the poem in your eyes
Can't you see
how I miss you?
Every day my heart goes out
into the world searching for you
I mean the real you
& not the descriptions I have
of you in my head

When you touch me
all the angels in my body
break into song
When you leave the music dies
My heart is crying only
to be pointed in your direction
I sense the light of love in your eyes
& disappear into anything
you happen to be looking at
Without you
I'm an empty flame
with nothing to burn
I want only you to read me

Hell is where we come apart
& squeeze out a few desperate lines
I don't rely on threats
to keep me going
I just keep you in mind
I may only be as clear as you make me
but no matter how hard you look
I can't be a mirror
if you don't see yourself
No poem can live without a reader
& I can't last a moment without you
calling me back to life

-Steve Toth

Lies About Love

We are a liars, because
the truth of yesterday becomes a lie tomorrow,
whereas letters are fixed,
and we live by the letter of truth.
The love I feel for my friend, this year,
is different from the love I felt last year.
If it were not so, it would be a lie.
Yet we reiterate love! love! love!
as if it were a coin with a fixed value
instead of a flower that dies, and opens a different bud.

D H Lawrence

okay i better get back with my work now.
byes1
xoxo,kat

Shopping

2009-09-21T16:38:00.002+08:00

Today woke up early gosh hate it. anyways,went vivo shop,shop and shop!<3 mummy bought mooncake^^ hmmm. i bought flats:D went daiso too. haha. bought stuff and daddy bought a new cam. COOL. D900 or D500 idk can't rmb. now slacking. i refuse to do hw:( oh wells i think i can catch a nap or play bball. okay. byes
xoxo,kat

2009-09-19T13:56:00.001+08:00

Class tee!

2009-09-19T13:48:00.002+08:00

hey guys. ytd,went to collect class tee with sab and jerilyn. But pris's clique came along so yeah. had lesser shirts to carry home. haha. hmm. i love the class tee! it's black with gold,sliver and white fonts. actually,there was a printing error. it was suppose to be little miss and not miss little. oh wells nvm that makes us original anyways. haha. it was raining so heavily that we ran under the rain and were drenched wet. but it was fun though. haha. wsa damn cold. after so we went mcs and met pris's clique there. then went home. at around 9, went bugis again with mummy. TODAY gonna go bugis again needa get a wallet! bibi jie jie will be there till late night so i guess me too. haha. but at least it isn't that monster,kingkong can alrdy. haha. kays. gtg now byes!
xoxo,kat
katheartsyou<3

once upon a timee..

2009-09-18T08:04:00.003+08:00

hello:D once upon a time,there's a young singaporean name katherenakohshuanlin:) okay let me get back to the point. i'm suppose to do my research thing oh wells,you know me don't ya? haha.ohhh. going bugis to get class tee l8r i think.. damn those colours. tsk. okay. i better start my research like soonnnn! byes
xoxo,kat
katheartsyou<3

New blog skin

2009-09-16T18:25:00.009+08:00

hey guys. i'm doing my audio diaryy poem and speech nowwww:) ILOVE MY blog skin nowww:D haha. i'm writing about my life as a singaporean teenager<3.>
xoxo,kat
katheartsyoumuchnessss

TAGGSSSSSS<3

NO more leeeee

2009-09-15T17:29:00.002+08:00

yay! From today onwards,i'll be taking your class for IT maths. said Mrs Juan. haha. we're so happy! haha. no more leeee. oh gosh. today went starbucks after school with hella,jerilyn and peggy. we walked to coronation plaza. i ordered Mocha:D niceeee. wei yan i want my poem back! haha. and it is the truth. i'm not lying. i've got it in my phoneeee! haha. show you tmr hmm. today was so tired. slept during LAP. until,someBODY came and ask me why i was sleeping. that person is KIMBERLY VUN. tsk. after that,i couldn't sleep. OOHHH. i passed my cheenah's common tessst! haha. only 7 ppl pass. haha. oops, oh and it's not meeeeeee! haha. anyways,gtg now, byess
xoxo,kat
katheartsyou

Dead?

2009-09-14T17:33:00.000+08:00

hey guys. i guess my blog is so dead. well i wouldn't blog if wei yan didn't tell me to. well. i dunno why but have been very busy i guess. gossh my eyes hurts. hmmm. oh today. iwasrapedbytwowrongppl. haha. they were so eww much. girls talk. haha. jerilyn and jasmine they tried to bite me and did all sorts of things. ehmagawd. and my poem is held as ransom with the CHONGS. tsk. annabel was holding on to it. idk why but yeah. so now. it's a ransom for smth. anyways,i gtg now. so byes:D
xoxo,kat
katheartsyoumuchness

I'm so haapppy:D

2009-09-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

HEY GUYS~ i'm so happy today! haha. now i'm at ah ma's house eating dinner. just now was talking to my cousin's girlfriend haha. cool. hmm. i got back my progress report card alrdy! i'm so happy! haha. did well for my ca2. haha. i've got As:D haha. i'm so bored. oh wells. gtg now byes!
xoxo,kat

Happy teachers day!

2009-08-31T17:15:00.001+08:00

hello. it's teacher's day! today was fun.:)the morning started off by working out. Aces day work out. haha. you guys should totally see ms ow doing cat-walk! ehmagawd,she was damn OMG. hahah.Mr lee did a cat-walk too. er. ms pang too and ms chan was limping down the 'red carpet'. haha.it's super cool. we used glow sticks to make the 'carpet' haha. the 'aisle'. and it was so pathetic,our class didn't bring food at all. so we went round the classes to take food. haha. we're very considerate,cos the malay students are fasting so we didnt bring food. haha. aft so,we went primary school. jia yan,wei yan,shannon,bel,emily,suriya and i went to pri school. there was ALOT of EXGIRLS there. haha. nurl,andrea,daisy,tiff and many other ppl were there too. it was like a meet up thingy. hha. damn cool. when we were doing the stmarg's wave,it was like pri 1,pri 2,pri 3,pri 4,pri 5,pri 6, then Ex GIRLS! hahah. i brought 4 balloons to pri sch but aft so i don't know where it went. it dissappeared. oh no. haha. one of the balloon had my name on it with 'JUST MARRIED' haha. wei yan wrote it. she was bored. and another balloon had jia yan's name and drawing on it. haha. hope it burst. haha. oh and A-TTEN-TION SNT'08! we're gonna have a meet up at orchard,on thursday,the thursday during the sep holidays. can? so keep your thursday reserved for this meet up yeah? oh gosh,i miss you guys. haha. okay back to pri school,the concert was a OMG. not good. the theme was ROYALTY. wth? not nice. and the dance ahem no offence, was probably the WORSE dance i've seen. omg. DISGRACE. SORRY no offence. oh and saw ms yeo haha she was cinderella. the not transform yet. haha. she was holding on to a mop. lol. oh went to look for lao shi. haha.she said i've grown:D haha. JIA YAN GREW HAHA. okay anyways, aft concert went to play netball i so totally miss netball. tsk. was fun. haha.then walked down with peeps and bought bubble tea,everyone departed and say byes,meet again next THURSDAY! haha. must go yeah? okay. i gtg now. finish up the science project,which footwear. tsk. byes
xoxo,kat
TSK SRY PEEPS CORRECTION TSK TSK

At Bugis

2009-08-29T21:30:00.001+08:00

hey guys! i'm at bugis now using sze hui jie jie's laptop. haha. oh wells,i have nth much to blog about. hmm. oh wells, bye guys!
xoxo,kat

Counting down as the days goes pass

2009-08-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

hey guys. tsk. ehmagawd. i've gottta be stronger. rly. stronger. oh Gawd. i've tons of hw to finsih up. friday trng was alright. it was considered light i guess? haha. snrs. oh wells gave us abit of a lecture. today stayed back at sch for a little while. waited for bel and jia yan to finish up their cheenah's compo.cheenah refuses to give back our test papaers unless all of us finish yu our corrections. tsk tsk.guess what. i managed to change the lyrics all BY MYSELF. haha. i chose the song 'believe in me' by demi. it's niceee. haha. oh wells,wei yan you said you wanted to know what it was i told you so shh. i know it's very yknw. haha i warned you but you insisted on knowing it. so i did my part by telling you what you wanted to know. haha. okay.i'm gna die of overloaded hw like sn so bye guys!
xoxo,kat

well i guess it's OVER

2009-08-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

hey guys. i'm feeling alittle gloomy now. hmm. well. i guess if you wanna continue doing that go ahead. nothing's stoping you. i pray for you night and day,i place you second in my heart above all,i did all i could to hold you back,but nth seem to work. you didn't care how i feel. you look for me when you needed help. sometimes,i doubt you. but at times,i trust you. i tried everything to keep you but you ran further away. you change day by day and year by year. you're not whom i know before. i don't even think i know you. you became colded and meaner?you said " i'll always be here for you" i trusted you and look for you when i needed someone to talk to. but you turn me down everytime i seek for you.Your voice keeps ringing in my head,i miss you. but i guess you didn't.i seek for the reason of all this but i can't find it. i guess the problem lies with you. and you wanted to run away.you tore a hole in my heart. i cried,i scream i shout but nothing seem to work.so i cried myslf to sleep every night. the pain of losing you was too much. the truth hurts, yes it did. but i guess you didn't care. well. i have to be strong. i guess it's over. idk what i can do. i'm willing to give you a chance but will you be willing to give it a try? it's all up to you. this is all i can say for now. i'll never forget the pain and the hole you tore in my heart. and i'll never forget the time i met you. it's locked in my heart.
okay byes
xoxo,kat
p.s. I loathe YOU

I hate D and T

2009-08-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

zzz. people. i hate d and t. ehmagawd i have so many things to do. i have to finish my d and t if not one demerit point. tsk oh gosh.there's so much to do yet so little time. oh man. well i better stop blogging before i forget to do my work. kays. bye peeps:)
nights,sweet dreams
xoxo,kat