Friends are just like balloons.
They bring you joy.
They bring you laughter
They take away the sorrow,the pain that hinders within
Now,
the winds came by
They encouraged me to hold on tight to my balloon for fear that I would lose it
I closed my eyes and prayed
That I would never lose it
That I would never let it go
That I would keep it with me forever
I opened my eyes
And was given a harsh reality check
The winds carried my balloon
Far up into the sky
I had climbed up to the tallest tree
To the highest mountain
Reaching for the skies
Trying to catch hold off
My beloved balloon
I tried calling it back but
The winds drowned my voice
I tried to jump and catch it
But it was out of reach
I tried begging and bargaining with God
But I only hear my echos but no answer
I sat on the ground, crying
Trying to hide the pain of my loss
Loss of my source of joy
Can't bear to let go yet'
Cause one minute it's here,it's gone the next
Finally,
A decision is made
I lifted my head and
There it is, floating up there
High up in the skies
Free of cares
I felt the warmth of sun rays shining on me
I wiped my tear-stained eyes and
Put on a brave face
As I watched my balloon floating away
Suddenly,
It doesn't seem to hard
No matter how hard I try to get it back
I'll never succeed
If I hold on too tight
The pain will just get worse
The solution is easy
I'll just simply look up and
Wave goodbye
No pain
No tears
And that's how I grew up
it's super nice right? haha.
well this few days,there has been ALOT of problems
really alot. people has been fighting in class. it's getting out of hand. and i apparently is the peacemaker:D haha. i'm not helping or siding any of the party. like i said i'm the middleman.
rly. i'm actually helping ppl solve their problems when i haven't solve my own problem. weird right? i knw.it's complicated. life has been like a rollar coaster ride for me. rly. it's tough. ups and it's downs has it's turn. i wanna scream i wanna cry. it's tough. my life is bumpy.BUT i have to be strong because i'm on my own. I HAVE TO BE STRONG. wait there's another poem i wanna post.
I told myself this was it, and that's it.
My resolution crumbles all over again.
Sometimes it's just damn hard telling yourself;
it's your fault and you know it.
It's hard to accept that what we did caused a certain consequence.
And now that the circumstance turns its back and slaps you in the face,
it's like a double blow.
But no matter how bad it seems everything is now,
I know few years down the road,
I'm gonna look back and think,
I'm glad I did that.
And I'm glad I did it.
somebody pls talk to me yeah? pls. i don't wanna disturb you guys but yeah talk to me yeah? i'm not gonna break down. don't worry. i will be STRONG. i will be. cos God is the strength of my heart:D OMGOSH. i'm sounding so holy. sry guys.. lol
okay gtg now. so yeah. bye
xoxo,kat
It takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.