Regret.regret.regret.damn it. I guess life rly sucks sometimes.people make th wrong decision. I should have made th right decision even though no one tried out for SSS. I rly wanna go to sports school.now I can't. I can't transfer because I haven't been playing netball for like a year plus? I miss netball ): I should have,I should have. Damn life is so dull now.everything just doesn't feel right. Idk,well I guess that was my decision. Daddy,why didn't you tell me earlier? If daddy had told me that he wouldn't mind me going to sports school,I would have gone for th tryout and prolly who knows mayb I could have been in sports school. Too late to regret.even if there's one for basketball,i prolly wouldn't be able to get in. I'm not a pro in bball,not saying I'm a pro in netball.just that I've been playing netball for like forever? Yeahh, it feels weird now.damn,why does it have to feel so damn weird? And I guess I've missed out alot.my life is becoming boring. I need fresh air. I should prolly go out for a walk or smth right? Damn,no air. It feels so tight.
I wanna disappear just for a little while. Can I? I feel so different. I think some people are just th lucky ones who have evrything and all that they wanted or even more than what they want. Omgawd. I'm bored:/
if I made th right decisions, I wouldn't be in this state. I'm so fked up. :x
if only there is a button that I can bring us back to th point we made th wrong decision and correct it. If not a button that can fast forward life.
If only,
if only.
I don't need another problem. I don't want another breakdown.no I don't :/
Haha,just cam back from th far far away land(: it was totally awesome (: like rly(: sherk forever after was damn niceee(: funny and awesomee(: heart puss in boots(: damnn kawaiii(: haha,the eyes (: ah-mazing feature(: if only I had those eyes,jkjk. Went ps with baobeii gu gu,cha cha,luc,Dan and Brenda(: totally awesome(: went shopping for a little while.dk what to get for suriya's farewell gift); think kat think! After movie ate sushi. Stupid annoying ttm bro keep disturbing me. Wth. And er you,yeah you. Thanks so much for that MUCH 'trust'. Totally,I should have listen to d. And you again one, I thought we made a promise? I guess one you can never keep.woah thanks SO MUCH freak. Don't worry,I'm not like you a fucked up bitch who don't dare to reply me and caused trouble. Now I know why you're so HATED.don't worry cos I won't be like a bitch and do what you did to me. I've got a heart and I guess you don't.but who cares,I gave you a chance but I guess you don't deserve it at ALL. Rly,not at all. Gawd,why did I even bother talkin to a bitch like you. I feel rly dumb now. D still gives me th best advice other than weiyan and jiayan and Joanne. Yeahh. Gee,I guess I have to learn things th harder wayy,but hey I'm gna move on and not just stay there and waitt because there's no point stopping there. Everything will still go on. Rly, I believe in being strong and yeah I'm gna be that strong girl. No one can stop me because I believe and I've got God(: I believe that miracles happen,I believe that the prettiest girls are the happiest girls. I believe in GOD. I believe, I believe(:
xoxo,kat
WOAHHH,LALALALA
I FRIGGIN PASSED CHINESE AND ALL MY SUBJECTS(: (though and with flying colours but hello,i can do with that for the time being)
I'm gna work extra hard for my next exam (: I WOULD SWEAR IF I COULD(:
Now that i can pass all my subjects,i needa make sure th next time i do, i pass with flying birds(: how's that uhh?
THANK GODDD(:
tmrw's prize presentation(:
afraid? nah not really. i go up on stage without knowing why i'm up there sometimes. and then i'll be like oh,here to collect something i've been doing well or something like that,blah blah blah. omggggg,
i should totally get the bitch notes and stuff(: i could do with the pretty AWESOME cup(: from amoeba(: parkwayyy(:
went pp with nic and joaane for some AWESOME subwayy fun(: THEN we went present hunting for Jo's dad birthday present(:
wanted to buy a tie but woahh, its like 49 plus plus plus. haha,so ended up buying a top and socks(: kinda cool(:
then rushed home,for idk what reason like seriously.
damn,tmrw excursion with class to th museum. woahh,can't waittt(:
okay for now,cioaz(:
xoxo,kat