hey guys. i'm feeling alittle gloomy now. hmm. well. i guess if you wanna continue doing that go ahead. nothing's stoping you. i pray for you night and day,i place you second in my heart above all,i did all i could to hold you back,but nth seem to work. you didn't care how i feel. you look for me when you needed help. sometimes,i doubt you. but at times,i trust you. i tried everything to keep you but you ran further away. you change day by day and year by year. you're not whom i know before. i don't even think i know you. you became colded and meaner?you said " i'll always be here for you" i trusted you and look for you when i needed someone to talk to. but you turn me down everytime i seek for you.Your voice keeps ringing in my head,i miss you. but i guess you didn't.i seek for the reason of all this but i can't find it. i guess the problem lies with you. and you wanted to run away.you tore a hole in my heart. i cried,i scream i shout but nothing seem to work.so i cried myslf to sleep every night. the pain of losing you was too much. the truth hurts, yes it did. but i guess you didn't care. well. i have to be strong. i guess it's over. idk what i can do. i'm willing to give you a chance but will you be willing to give it a try? it's all up to you. this is all i can say for now. i'll never forget the pain and the hole you tore in my heart. and i'll never forget the time i met you. it's locked in my heart.
okay byes
xoxo,kat
p.s. I loathe YOU