Regret.regret.regret.damn it. I guess life rly sucks sometimes.people make th wrong decision. I should have made th right decision even though no one tried out for SSS. I rly wanna go to sports school.now I can't. I can't transfer because I haven't been playing netball for like a year plus? I miss netball ): I should have,I should have. Damn life is so dull now.everything just doesn't feel right. Idk,well I guess that was my decision. Daddy,why didn't you tell me earlier? If daddy had told me that he wouldn't mind me going to sports school,I would have gone for th tryout and prolly who knows mayb I could have been in sports school. Too late to regret.even if there's one for basketball,i prolly wouldn't be able to get in. I'm not a pro in bball,not saying I'm a pro in netball.just that I've been playing netball for like forever? Yeahh, it feels weird now.damn,why does it have to feel so damn weird? And I guess I've missed out alot.my life is becoming boring. I need fresh air. I should prolly go out for a walk or smth right? Damn,no air. It feels so tight.
I wanna disappear just for a little while. Can I? I feel so different. I think some people are just th lucky ones who have evrything and all that they wanted or even more than what they want. Omgawd. I'm bored:/
if I made th right decisions, I wouldn't be in this state. I'm so fked up. :x
if only there is a button that I can bring us back to th point we made th wrong decision and correct it. If not a button that can fast forward life.
If only,
if only.
I don't need another problem. I don't want another breakdown.no I don't :/